a trebuit sa strunjesc niste useri si toti erau cu nume frantzuzesti, asa ca nu am stiut exact cui sa ii prevad la chilotzii de tabla loc pentru lacatzel si cui pentru ctz. noroc cu un bastinas de la ei care mi-a explicat exact cum stau lucrurile. in rest, prima oara pe parte de turnatorie, foarte interesant, pacat ca imparatul pentru care lucram m-a stresat odata si acum lucrez cu mai multa atentie si mai putzina daruire. in rest .. timpul trece leafa merge.
Charlie: I guess you really like women.
Frank: Above all things. A very, very distant second is a Ferrari. Charlie, give me your hand. This is just the start of your education, son.
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Mr. Trask: Mr. Sims, you are a cover-up artist and you are a liar.
Col. Frank Slade: But not a snitch!
Trask: Excuse me?
Slade: No, I don't think I will. This is such a crock of shit.
Trask: Mr. Slade, you will watch your language. You are at the Baird School now not a barracks. Now Mr. Sims I will give you one final opportunity to speak up.
Slade: Mr. Sims doesn't want it. He doesn't need to labeled, "...still worthy of being a 'Baird Man.'" What the hell is that? What is your motto here? Boys, inform on your classmates, save your hide. Anything short of that we're gonna burn you at the stake? Well, gentlemen. When the going gets tough, some guys run and some guys stay. Here's Charlie--facing the fire, and there's George--hiding in big Daddy's pocket. And what are you gonna do? You're gonna reward George, and destroy Charlie.
Trask: Are you finished, Mr. Slade?
Slade: No. I'm just gettin' warmed up. Now I don't know who went to this place--William Howard Taft, William Jennings Bryan, William Tell--whoever. Their spirit is dead; if they ever had one, it's gone. You're building a rat ship here. A vessel for sea going snitches. And if you think your preparing these minnows for manhood you better think again. Because I say you are killing the very spirit this institution proclaims it instills. What a sham! What kind of show are you guys puttin' on here today. I mean, the only class in this act is sittin' next to me. And I say, this boy's soul is in tact. It is non-negotiable. You know how I know. Because someone here--I'm not gonna say who--offered to buy it. Only Charlie here wasn't selling.
Mr.Trask: Sir, you are out of order!
Slade: Out of order, I'll show you out of order! You don't know what out of order is Mr.Trask! I'd show you but I'm too old, I'm too tired, and I'm too fuckin' blind. If I were the man I was five years ago I'd take a flame-thrower to this place. Out of order, who the hell do you think you're talking to? I've been around you know? There was a time I could see. And I have seen, boys like these, younger than these, their arms torn out, their legs ripped off. But there isn't nothin' like the sight of an amputated spirit, there is no prosthetic for that. You think you're merely sending this splendid foot-soldier back home to Oregon with his tail between his legs but I say that you are executing his soul. And why? Because he's not a Baird man. Baird men, you hurt this boy, you're going to be Baird Bums, the lot of ya. And Harry, Jimmy, Trent, wherever you are out there, fuck you too.
Mr. Trask: Stand down Mr. Slade!
Slade: I'm not finished! Now as I came in here, I heard those words...cradle of leadership. Well, when the bough breaks, the cradle will fall. And it has fallen here, it has fallen! Makers of men, creators of leaders, be careful what kind of leaders you're producing here. Now, I don't know if Charlie's silence here today is right or wrong; I'm no judge or jury. But I can tell you this: he won't sell anybody out to buy his future! And that my friends is called integrity, that's called courage. Now that's the stuff leaders should be made of. (pause) Now I have come to the crossroads in my days, and I have always known the right path, always, without exception, I knew. But I never took it, you know why? Because it's too damn hard. Now here's Charlie; he's come to the crossroads. And he's chosen a path, it's the right path. It's a path made of principle, that leads to character. Let him continue on his journey. You hold this boy's future in your hands committee! It's a valuable future. Believe me! Don't destroy...protect it...embrace it. It's gonna make you proud some day...I promise.
azi m-am trezit mai greu, desi imi propusesem sa fiu zmeul cel bun si sa ma trezesc la 5:30 sa imi fac si de papica si sa mai si raspund la coresponedetza .. pl.
aseara m-am culcat tarziu si nu am reusit sa ma mobilizez decat la 6.55.
pentru ca ieri a fost zi de spalat, sacul de dormit in care am dormit imi semana a imbratzisare si nu am visat decat asta toata noaptea, am avut un somn dulce si o erectie continua.
dimineatza ma imbrac frumos, camasa, pantaloni, sosete negre, ma dau cu parfum, apoi pun pe mine hanoracul cu Rammstein Live in Berlin si imi iau manusile.
in drumul spre job ma joc cu o kestie din cauciuc .. am ajus sa o strang de 200 ori la rand cu fiecare mana.
intru pe e45 si vorbeam cu mine in germana, nu mai stiu exact ce dar vorbeam cu voce tare.
in corpul meu, numai senzorii de miscare erau activi in rest totul era inca in stand by.
la un moment dat simt ca cineva alearga in spatele meu, simt - nu aud. era gabi care cica ma si strigase, dar eu eram intr-o discutie si nu auzeam.
ii dau manusile si continuam drumul spre fabrica. inutil de spus ca in fabrica spunem aceleasi lucruri in acelasi timp, ca in dimineatza asta nici el nu a avut chef sa se trezeasca ... si ca amandoi nu am trait nici un sentiment de vinovatzie pentru ca avem un coleg care intarzie o ora in fiecare zi. am ajuns la si 20 deci eram chiar in grafic, tocmai bine pentru o ciocolata calda de la tonomat.
motto: "Hate your fellow as youself" by Children of Bodom
Nu am bani de absinth si nici nu am mai gasit la aprozar ultima oara cand am cautat, dar am o durere care ma seaca si trebuie sa imi chinui corpul cu ceva ca sa schimbam topul si prioritatzile la suferintze. Asa ca ma imbrac cu un flanel mai sanatos, imi pun "masca", genuncherele, si niste pantaloi, adidasii si ma apuc de treaba. 6310 e pe post de monitor (lap time).
Din ce mi-am propus sa fac aici m-am apucat de toate, alergatul e cel mai putzin practicat totusi.
Afara un cancer de se intarea cacatul in tine, pe jos polei si tot ce trebuie. Terenul de fotbal era gol, lumina lunii arata exact zonele in care zapada era inghetzata si cele in care nu, e luciul ala .. da da da. Si incepe pustiu sa ii dea sa sara, o tura, doua, trei, patru; cel mai misto la alergat, sau poate ca am eu o cadentza mai ciudata, e ca la un moment dat incep sa ragai si sa scot toate gazele din mine pe toate caile posibile; pana la urma zece ture = 18 minute de alergat.
Pe IOR alergam in 13 minute cam 3.2 km.. inceputul e promitzator, daca vroiam sa lucrez ca vantor de munte trebuia sa scot 3 km in mai putzin de 10 minute.
Ich war ganz allein zu Haus
Die Eltern waren beide aus
Da sah ich plötzlich vor mir stehen
Ein Schächtelchen nett anzusehen
Ei sprach ich wie schön und fein
Das muss ein trefflich Spielzeug sein
Ich zünde mir ein Hölzchen an
Wie's oft die Mutter hat getan
Immer wenn ich einsam bin
Zieht es mich zum Feuer hin
Warum ist die Sonne rund
Warum werd ich nicht gesund
Es greift nach mir ich wehr mich nicht
Springt mir mit Krallen ins Gesicht
Es beißt sich fest es schmerzt mich sehr
Ich spring im Zimmer hin und her
Oh weh die Flamme fäßt das Kleid
Die Jacke brennt es leuchtet weit
Es brennt die Hand es brennt das Haar
Ich brenn am ganzen Leib sogar
Immer wenn ich einsam bin
Zieht es mich zum Feuer hin
Warum ist die Sonne rund
Warum werd ich nicht gesund -
Das Feuer liebt mich
Hilf mir
Das Feuer liebt mich nicht -
Das Feuer liebt mich
Ich bin verbrannt mit Haut und Haar
Verbrannt ist alles ganz und gar
Aus der Asche ganz allein
Steig ich auf zum Sonnenschein
Das Feuer liebt mich
Das Feuer liebt mich nicht
Hilf mir
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cel mai tare vers este: "Ich spring im Zimmer hin und her", il pronuntza super misto
